Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006


ytd nite i gt a nightmare man~ omg!! i din tel kh abt it. cos i dreamt of her. i rmb she is tellin mi somethin. bt duno y.. i noe wat e outcome is gonna b. she is lyk.. goin to push mi donw at great heights n i wil land wif a boom!! i noe tt is a dream some more lo! den i was tryin damn hard to wake up. bt cnt!! it is reali lyk damn scary. den i wanted to move my hand to gt back to reality. bt cnt. my hands seems lyk its stuck n cnt come back! e feelin was lyk some1 is tryin to drag my soul into e dream n nv come back to reality. at tt tym, i was so damn scared cn! i was so scared i was unable 2 come back to e real world. missin every1 in here.. omg!! it's so frightenin. had a hard tym slpin. cos tis dream cum feelin was lyk.. keep on happen ard 2-3 times. wth lo.. weird dreams huh? some mre b4 i went to slp, i din tink of anythin wor. juz wan a peaceful slp. bt in e end. omg! gt tis kinda scary dream. bt wat happen if i reali stuck in my dreams n nv to wake up 1 day? al my frens n family found mi lyin in my bed. haha.. tinkin too much huh? bt ytd is tt kinda feelin.!! e feelin of nv comin back real life scared e hell outta mi. alrite!! gt back to wat happen 2day..
2day in e mornin gt ss paper. was so tirin frm writin cn! omg.. nid keep on writin n writin.. i tink wil fail my section a bt nt my section b. mayb section b stil gt a glimpse of hope to pass. hais.. after e paper was ard 9.45am le. so went home change n went greenridge plaza study chem. bt at thr juz cnt study! dun feel lyk studyin chem. sure die tmr. den tt dd hor.. aso si bei luv di siao ppl ar. went put chilli inside kh de water n aso added coke inside. dots! haha.. reali crazy ppl. omg.. do i noe him? oops.. =x tm, sh, zx, markus, lj, jerome aso came study. i bought a show at greenridge plaza! tt show quite nice wor. 'a moment to remember' omg! bit touched by both of their luv. oops.. sry ar dd.. cos juz nw wan study, bt cnt. so went watch it den goin study nw! dun angry wif mi huh. xD mi, dd n tm left gp b4 4pm n headed to plaza cos dd wan buy ear stud transparent color. bt in e end dun haf. saded. in e end went home le! omg.. i tink i reali gettin fat le. went study n keep on eat eat eat! omg..!! cnt cnt cnt! muz control n slim down liao. cos reali gettin on weight le ba? hmm.. rite nw stil haven study chem. tmr cfm die liao le lo. hais.. sian.. wish mi luck tmr ba~ sayonara~

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Tuesday, June 27, 2006;

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jess
xiao blur
xiao huai dan
19061990
fajar sec
stubborn
naive
stupid
foolish
forgetful

Simply loves;
Gary Tan
8 sistas
taitais
chocolate
mickey
stars

To do list
last long long wif dar dar
cherish every moment i could wif dar dar
score well fer o lvl
gt myself a new fone
gt myself a new camera

people i can't live w/o

eight sistas
alisa
ahmad
adrian
carmen
chai huoy
darren
eileen
edward
fahwui
gary
gladys
hui wen
jade
janelle
jia yan
jerome
kai xiong
kar hwee
kar meng
leo
li ling
li qing
lynnette
mr yong
michelle
melissa
mervin
naqiah
nuraida
peiting
ridzuan
rui xia
shing jie
su hui
swee hong
shi jia
shi lin
tony
wee kiat
wen ting
yin min
you hao
yu jin
yuan cheng
yvonne


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